life happened again so my denial got extended by a day, but i fully fully intend to get this done tonight. i have been humping a blanket and edged myself on it several times. it felt great and i had to stop because it was starting to be too much.

i sat down for a moment so i could type this post and i can still feel my clit and how sensitive it got. i’m lowkey hoping i have the time to do some pain stuff to it. and of course a ruin or two if i can. and i think now would be the best moment to edge in the most embarrassing ways possible so i can really get to that dumb goon puppy headspace that makes edging so great. like i don’t want to choose to orgasm, i wanna get sooo into it that i Make myself fail at edging or ruining. get really really desperate.