Denial is fucking me up 😣 I have work tomorrow so this is my last night to myself and all I can think about is edging away for the rest of the night.

Today was easier but then I got home and opened my DMs and someone sent me some porn and here I am again 😅 I should know better than to open this app. So many things tempting me but I can’t give in. I feel like riding my dildo in the shower tonight and I even bought another toy that’s how needy I’ve been this month…

Yesterday was insanely difficult too. My pussy just wouldn’t stop throbbing no matter what I did. I did so many things to distract myself but my clit was so needy. I masturbated periodically throughout the day at least 5 times I really just spent my whole weekend gooning…which I’m sure will catch up to me later but I just couldn’t help it. I went to bed gently humping my pillow it was so frustrating.

I didn’t have this hard of a time last time I went a month without cumming idk what’s different about this month.