As years pass, l've been noticing that my approach to masturbation has changed a lot. Not simply from a 5 minute quick jerk off session to even 6/7 hours of edging, but in a more profound(?) way.

I see it as the most enjoyable thing for me. I thought about it as "addiction" but it's not. I function, I do my jobs as a person living in a society, I have friends and many hobbies beside edging and masturbating. I have a balanced life. However, when it comes to sexuality, I just feel like masturbation just fits me very well. I do like romance, but I think sex is just not it for me. In my ideal "relationship", we are both Bators or so to speak- we much prefer masturbating together and on top of it, adding some romance.

Is it weird? I have to mention that I'm gay so it's both easier and more difficult at the same time. But still, our community revolves heavily on sex/penetration/ oral. Maybe I just didn't find the right one for me, but I feel like relationships where sex is a constant thing just overwhelm the shit out of me.

Anyways, big vent - feel free to share similarities or differences with me!