We’re a little over a week into NNN, and I’m just browsing this sub and reading, noting the patterns and commonalities. Here is what I’ve noticed:

The deeper you get and the longer denied, the worse your decision-making is getting.

I’ve seen so many examples in recent posts of people sliding into depravity. Here’s a summation:

*You’re giving in to obsession:\* You used to touch yourself from time to time. Then your masturbation habit began to grow, and grow, and grow. Now, it’s hard for you to go even an hour or two without a good rub and squeeze. You might even be touching yourself now, reading this message. You know this isn’t going away - you’re changed, and you’re changed forever.

*You’re taking risks:\* in your previously normal life, before you started to constantly edge, you might have been reserved and conservative. You might have been shy. But now you’re touching in public, letting others see your arousal, and throwing yourself into situations that are adventurous…or downright slutty. You might be frightened and want to stop. But you can’t. And you know that you’re only going to fall deeper, and deeper, and deeper, until you lose yourself completely.

*You’re developing new kinks:\* You used to be pretty vanilla. Now, all of a sudden new and startling kinks are erupting out of you. BDSM, exhibitionism, even really dark stuff now dominates your fantasy life. You might be thinking to yourself ‘where does this end??’...and you can’t wait to find out.

*You can’t think:\* Until recently, you might have been intelligent, successful, and socially apt. You might have had a good work ethic and a sharp analytical mind. Now, you can barely string together a sentence. And the worst part is, you like it. Every time your rational mind wants to assert itself, you end up rubbing until your brain melts out your ears.

None of these are a recipe for positive life choices. Better to admit it now: you are well and truly fucked. How long before your friends notice your change in behavior? Your family? What happens when they stage an intervention and find you gooning your brains out to rough porn? 

Shit will hit the fan sooner or later; it’s only a matter of time. The only thing you can do is hold on to your leaking genitals for dear life and enjoy the ride!

If this post spoke to you, and if it feels right, reach down right now and give those genitals dominating your life a good hard smack.

…then keep edging until you are ready to hump inanimate objects. Good girl. Good boy. Good baby.