I've been feeling crappy since last week and today I'm feeling the worst. As a result I've mainly been in bed today after doing far too much over the weekend. Edging to ease the head and body aches, stroking to feel that pleasure and concentrate on how many aching cock feels and not my aching sinuses. I find it's even more important not to cum. If I cum I'll have to build back up again and feel crappy while getting there. If I maintain this sweaty feverish gooned out edging I can block out the bad kind of aches. Enjoying creampie porn clips, watching what I can't have. My cock yearns to flood a tight pussy but I won't let it.... until I feel better.. then maybe I will.