for a change tonight i decided to follow one of those prompt things on jrk-it and i keep having to hit the emergency stop button. i hit it now to type this message and try to get myself back together a little bit but it just feels so good. after taking a break the only thing that's on my mind now that i'm so close to the end of my two weeks is to cum but. i can hold strong! i think. edging feels better anyway but when i get soooo close it's so hard to not say fuck it and just cum.

i keep alternating between humping the boot and using my fingers for those prompts. i set it so it would be really slow, but for a long time because i'm so sensitive and i just. AGH. you know. but it feels so good.

Thinking about sunday when i finally get to ruin my orgasm. i think i'll do it on the boot.

back to it. i'm not edged stupid enough.