sooo life kept happening and i've had to take a few days off, but I am back on for my last couple of days! i'm free from my 2 weeks on sunday ( though i know damn well i'll be back in it right after ).

Last time i did things, a lovely user of this subreddit mentioned boots. when I get horny, I get really, really into humiliating. So it was like an illumination for me. lightbulb moment. i have nice leather boots that i barely wear... so i put them to use. and i humped the boots. and it was the best feeling ever. as an extra bit of fun, that user told me to mention it in my next post, and i am a man of my word :p.

the other fun side is that the biggest discovery of this has helped me with a Genuine issue i have : i love humping, my knees want to kill me. i can hump a boot in a position that is much more comfortable, and therefore, i can keep myself dumb and edged in the perfect way :) my plans for tonight are to, obviously, do more of this. and maybe find other embarrassing things for me to hump.

i repeat this time and time again, but when i'm edging, there's really no other feeling as good as that feeling of shame and embarrassment you get when you get so lost into it. and the things you'd see yourself to do for pleasure. i would've never thought of it as a thing i'd be into, but sometimes, you just need it to be suggested to you. that's the fun part of the 'dumb horny' phase. i'm still very firm on my limits, but i become a lot more open, and through that, i get to feel very very good. so thank you <3