I've had this interest in HFO's for multiple years. I often listen to audio's at night right before sleeping to try and get one. Though it has never happened. Most didn't do a whole lot to me. Only a few actually got me feeling loopy and aroused, though never too hard or anywhere close to cumming. I usually had to finish the job myself.

This changed last night. I found a creator on PH a while back, beegeewanders, who drives me absolutely nuts! I have listened to the roommate one more than a dozen times by now. It drives me so insane and I don't think I've ever gotten through the 30 minutes without grabbing my cock and stroking it. I get so delirium from it.

I decided to look for some other audio's of her. And I came across this nearly hour long HFO. First I got incredibly relaxed with my mind wandering off. It felt as if I could not move a single muscle in my body. It just wouldn't, slowly getting aroused from her soft seductive voice alone. When she started leaning more into the sexual act I felt my body getting more and more aroused, and my cock started to tingle and twitch. I rode that high for seemingly forever. The world started spinning the last 10 minutes, even though my eyes were closed. More and more and more...

Then the buildup to the orgasm. My heart started to pound, my body and dick became ever more sensitive and it only got more and more. Finally the countdown at the end... Starting from 5, slowly to 0. My mind was completely gone, body as relaxed as it has ever been and my heart absolutely racing. But like other HFO's I did not cum. But then the countdown happened again, and again, and again. I lost my fucking mind. I couldn't believe that I would actually cum from audio alone! A proper HFO, unable to even move a muscle myself. Another countdown started. And another... My cock was on absolute fire with my heart pounding the fastest it might ever have, my breathing being the heaviest. Right before I was going to cum I remembered it is NNN - probably why I was more sensitive to this than I usually am anyways. I was able to shockingly snap out of it and throw my earbuds out of my ear. My cock on fire and my body being confused to why I suddenly moved I resisted at the end.

THIS was my chance for my first ever HFO. A sexual dream come true. I think if I even waited 5 more seconds before getting my mind out of the trans I would've actually came...

It has been 20 hours and I still don't know if I'm happy or sad that I did not let myself cum. This night I got a wet dream too. Perhaps still too aroused from the hour long audio I listened to.

In any way, I have a brain that always wants to take control of my body and perception. To actually be fully in trans and STAY in trans (even during the countdown which is where I usually lose the trans) was an amazing experience, and I hope this will happen more often from now on. I might have learned how to do this.