Let’s address the elephant in the room. Its NNN and i have agreed to go cold turkey and its been an awful few days and but tonight was different cause i couldn’t fight my demons and snuck into a porn wormhole and my safari tab that didn’t have nothing. Now has 20 various porn tabs and i edged a bit before constantly getting sidetracked by random shii like people calling me and phone dying. Idk if its the maker or coincidence… but i think i wanna fail this year. Screw it, im lonely, horny and what i jus felt edging has made my whole month. But thats the point of NNN. Fighting the clutch and accepting the harsh nasty reality of things. I need someone to push me in the right direction. Goon my brains out or stay strong.