goon evening to you all!

my 2 weeks of denial continues, and i do have to say after the loooooong edge session of yesterday, i feel satisfied. not satisfied in the same way i'd get from cumming, but the kind of satisfaction only a good edging session can get you, the kind of satisfied that happens when you get home for the day and know you're about to feel really good.

downside is, for my part, is that if i edge too much, it kinda becomes.. complicated. i need some rest time. and trust me, i am NOT happy about that. but i plan on trying to keep the super horny mindset by clamping my nipples, maybe sitting on a dildo while i game, and of course, watch porn. perhaps more idle stuff, but hey. nothing quite like watching porn knowing you shouldn't touch yourself. does a number on the frustration :p

now of course, i'm not even sure i'll be able to even help myself tbh. i just get So damn horny the second i get home. it's not bad when i'm out, but on the way home? it's all i can think about. good news however! i have an impromptu day off tomorrow, so you know. we're gonna have work to do.

I've also decided that the finale of this challenge will be to ruin as many orgasms as i can. it's not something i'm good at or experienced with, so if i miss my shot at the end, then it won't be that bad. but if i get a hang of it.. boy oh boy. one, a whole new door to edging opens up. two, this might mean i end up extending my fun for a few more days if i limit myself to ruins. i think it'll bring a whole new dimension to this whole fun.

so, let me end with this : fellow ruin enjoyers, what are your tips? mostly from people who have clits, since that's what i'm working with, but really, i kinda wanna just know how you do it. i seem to always push it too far every time