Day 4 of only allowing myself Ruined Orgasms for NNN in attempts to make myself forget what a real orgasm feels like 🥰

In an experiment I've decided to try a denial period for NNN where i'm allowed to touch and edge but if i go over (which is often if i actually have a real edging session) i have to ruin my orgasms for the whole month.

I'm going absolutely crazy with the ache and need already😖 my tcock is always hard and my pussy is begging to be played with and touched. I'm thinking I may need to go on no touch or lock myself up or else I'm gonna have a ruined orgasm every day this month 🥵

I think i've already forgotten what a real orgasm feels like. I'm soooo desperate for one but i'm trying my absolutely best to stay properly and officially denied from a true orgasm as long as possible! I may not be able to control myself from tipping over the edge but i can absolutely punish myself by ruining the shit out of an amazing orgasm. I would loooooove any encouragement and teasing anyone would like to throw my way while i squirm quietly in a room full of my friends unable to think of anything but my leaking cunt 💞💞💞 God i hope they don't notice...