was on an involuntary no touch for sixteen days and literally all i thought about was touching myself. i would hump pillows, rock myself in my seat, rub myself on the corners of counter tops but it wasn’t enough. i needed my fingers, i needed my toys. i needed to be out in public with my ass and my pussy stuffed. i needed strangers controlling my toys as i tried to maintain composure.

yesterday i finally had the time to play and forgot what happens when you start off strong after not playing for a while. i was so sensitive and it didn’t take much for me to start dripping. i was shopping and hoping no one would see me dripping down my thighs. i underestimated how much i could actually take and ended up going home. i couldn’t keep quiet and my legs were shaking. someone asked me if i was okay and all i could do was smile and nod. better luck today, i hope 🤤