Fuck.. I almost let myself cum yesterday and as punishment, I put myself on no touch until Monday. It's always been more frustrating than edging for me so I'm already losing my mind 😭 It's only been 24 hours but I feel like my little ftm cock is going to explode, feels so full... I humped my bed to sleep and woke up with raging morning wood that keeps throbbing and twitching, it's tenting my soft underwear and I'm desperately resisting from rubbing the delicious little bulge. Fuccckkkk I can see the defined outline of my clit, I can only imagine how good it would feel to touch it..

I think I should be tied up and have my clit numbed so gooners can use my holes to edge, as another punishment. Twisting my nipples as they grind deep and fuck me hard for however long they can stand it before the next one comes in, rinse recycle repeat.. maybe gooner girls will rub their pussies against my aching little cock or ride my mouth mmh... Or maybe another trans guy will grind his tdick into my pussy or against my clit, make me watch as he edges and I feel absolutely nothing 🥵 jfc