Fuck I'm so horny and desperate at all times. Denial, edging, porn, being high, scrolling r/gooned and other subs that are breaking my brain all day long. What's worse is just finding that specific, special partner. I've made about me's to help refine and narrow down who I talk to, but its been so hard to find that person that just hits. It's always "suck my cock" or "hey" when I just need someone I click with. It's only fueling my desperation, hazed out, mind snapping, almost to the point of begging for more. It's driving me to my subspace, which is making me want to be made into a broken desperate slut, to be made into the women I idolize. Fuck... I'm just breaking apart.