[big cock addiction warning post]

At this point I wouldn’t even say I’m a porn addict, but what I am addicted to is the sensation of my own cock. Everyday I feel this immense sensation of gratitude for being born with a thick cock. I see it in the mirror and it makes me feel just attractive. I’ve met so many girls who love their tits, ass, pussy, and I feel as if it’s a similar sensation. It’s hot knowing I have a cock that people would watch in porn

Idk it drives me fucking wild. I used to spend so much time on Omegle and girls, gays, and just curious guys would absolutely gush over my cock. It filled me with such intense pleasure. I would literally shake. I would just cum hard and exchange goodbyes and absolutely sleep perfectly.

It feels so hot to be around my friends knowing I have a big cock. I don’t ever mention it. That feels tasteless, but I still enjoy the thrill of knowing it’s there. Knowing how good it would feel to just be stroking it in the bathroom with my spit as lube. Then I’ll have to snap my head out of it and focus on what my friend is saying. It feels so embarrassing and yet so fucking hot at the same time. And endless loop of my own cock obsession. It’s so interesting to me

I never really felt this way until a girl assured me that my cock was thick. I remember I sent her a few photos. I had never really sent photos before, but I felt a thrill taking them, and even I thought they looked hot. I just remember her explaining to me a week later “I literally can’t look at those photos. Every time I look at it, I have to masturbate like right there…. Idk, you have a beautiful cock” and it suddenly just fed this ego, this male fantasy of wanting to be worshipped for your dick. Suddenly this cute girl is telling me my cock basically makes her need to masturbate on the spot??? Literally a month prior my biggest concern was “when will I kiss a girl”… my world was literally shifted and it slowly became a hyper fixation.

It was gradual. I was still nervous about sex, but I just remember my first actual experience, my friend used two hands on my dick. I remember the visual just being so hot to me. I’d watch big cock porn where the girls use two hands, and suddenly my friend has both of her fists twisting up and down my cock. I came fucking hard and I remember her being able to pull both her hands down further and slipping her mouth over my head as I came. It literally looked like it wasn’t even my cock, but a fucking meat pipe in her hands. I came hard and my eyes rolled back

My next gf would literally call me “monster cock” and I felt somewhat embarrassed about it, since that’s not really how I present myself. I was a dude into art and video games, and my gf is calling me monster cock in an almost embarrassing way in front of my friends. It suddenly changed the dynamic in a way with them. I remember she would even tell me to stroke, and she’d take out a camera and film me. It was so hot, it felt like such a reverse of roles. Usually it’s the girl masturbating for the guy, but she was filming me, clearing turned on and instructing me. It felt so hot. It unlocked this new side to me. I felt hot. I knew i was hot with a fat thick cock. I could tell realizing this shit would be so bad for me, but fuckkk suddenly sex became insane. I’d fuck her and say all kinds of insane shit about my cock. And she’d clearly egg me on and ride me hard. It felt like I was being rewarded for being into my own cock. She’d say shit like “yesss it is thick” and then I’d look her in the eyes and say “yeah you like knowing your bf has a thick cock? You want me to take it out in front of your friends?” And just seeing her eyes roll back hard and her literally, almost comically, cumming and saying “fuck yesss fuck yes. Oh my god that’s so fucking hot” I became addicted fully to using my cock to make girls cum hard

And then I became addicted to just seeing it daily. Milking it hard. I realized my love for mutual masturbation. I had so many moments of being insane enough to take my cock out in public, and the girls completely losing her mind and just rubbing her clit right there. Idk. Life feels amazing. A feel like having a big cock has led to the most insane sexual experiences, but also sucks as far as being easily triggered by my own cock. Went on a nice tolerance break for a bit and then decided to edge hard and fuck I guess I wrote all this because of the edible lol

sorry for the cock ramble. I am literally high as hell and just love rambling about it :)