ive been a long time edger for about 4 years now. for the most part it's been awesome and i also feel comfortable enough to actually interact here. i've have been experiencing difficulties riding the edge or even achieving it. i used to be able to feel it coming, let go and enjoy that lovely addicting sensation. but recently that has gotten more and more difficult. it's mainly because when i approach orgasm i let go of my dick but the cum still rises. instead of a ruined orgasm i somehow achieve retrograde ejaculation ( when cum gets redirected to the bladder instead of being shot out). i say ejaculation instead of orgasm because i let go of my dick so there isn't much, if any pleasure.

does anyone have any tips to get back to actually edging?