exhausted from being out and about two days in a row plus brainwashing myself into a deep goon state two nights in a row

so so so dizzy blasted high. i think I’ve forgotten how to cum. I think I’ve forgotten if I ever knew how, if I ever have in the first place. I think I’m thinking too much.

miss lilith has really done a number on me. i’ve been listening to her bye bye files lately and it has definitely erased the thought of orgasm from my mind 😵‍💫 it’s sooooo good whenever I get close my head feels fuzzy and then i decide it’s better to not think too hard and keep rubbing lol ……i’m not worried, i know my gf will make me cum and my brain will go back to normal. but that’s next week. for now i think i literally am gonna fall asleep dizzy with blue balls