So in a few posts I’ve talked about being in a house full of people while being a brainless loser who has an edging addiction. And I figured I’d go into depth on my experience and maybe hear about some of yours!

I’ve never really had privacy (unless I’m home alone) so when it comes to jerking off or even watching porn I have to be super careful. Idk how but it’s developed into a big turn on for me as well as making things WAY more fun and interesting.

I have to always make sure my phone is closed otherwise someone is likely to see my goon fuel or porn. I have yet to have a lockscreen with gooning material like some people do because it wouldn’t last an hour without being seen. On top of that when I edge it’s secretly. Under the covers or when everyone is asleep. It’s so risky which makes my sessions that much more intense.. to the point where that in itself is what I look forward to. My hard ons I can’t hide at all.. and so to strip naked at night when everyone is asleep and just be a fucking gooning loser is the best feeling ever. I can’t even escape at work unless I go to the bathroom. Having to feel my heartbeat as I hope I am not leaking precum through my sweats or make sure my hands aren’t completely slimy and sticky from my slobber and precum is always a fun challenge.