This is by far the horniest and dirtiest I’ve been. Every time I break I stay horny.. my cumshots are huge and I make the biggest messes. I am almost becoming addicted to my messes just as much as im addicted to edging itself. It’s a massive back and forth that’s fucking with my brain and making me feel so fucking helpless. I am fully submitting.

Being a little fucking loser who is sharing his thoughts and experiences with strangers drives me crazy. My cock leaks at the thought of another person reading my posts. Nothing like being in a house full of people and being an edging whore who desperately wishes to be naked 24/7 and edging. Feeling each stroke… my balls getting warm and having the slimiest hands from playing with my precum, or maybe it’s the using my actual cum when I break as lube and seeing the perfect little puddle soaking into my carpet without a care in the world, Or maybe… JUST maybe it’s having my phone full of porn.. Reddit full of porn and openly displaying it knowing at just a glance anyone can see what I’m doing.

I’m so gone.. I cannot stop this and I don’t want to. I am feeding my addiction and embracing it