I’ve been edging myself for four hours now and my dick feels ready to fucking explode with boy milk. But I also need to piss so bad and it’s just making me feel even more full and needy. My body is just so backed up with fluid right now and I’m trying so hard to hold it all back. I already leaked out some piss which I didn’t know was possible. I hit edge and took my hand off myself and as my cock flopped onto my stomach piss started coming out and I didn’t even know how to stop it, it felt like all my muscles down there weren’t even working anymore. Luckily it only leaked for a few seconds and then stopped but it surprised me so much I jumped up and some of the piss squirted all over my bed. I know I’ll regret it later but right now I just think it’s so hot. I still have to go so bad but I’m holding it all back just like my cum. I’ve heard that pissgasms are a thing and I want to have one so bad. Knowing that when I cum it could be either sperm or piss that gushes out is so fucking hot. My body is just so broken I feel like I can’t control it anymore lol. Edging has ruined me so bad but I love it 😵‍💫