Hello all! Apologies for disappearing for a bit after I had hyped up all the shenanigans I was getting up to with the tasks to cristen my new apartment and all. I got really tired out!!

But I did complete almost all of the tasks on that initial list, including fucking a dildo for 2 minutes on each and every chair and table in the apartment, crawling around naked with a collar and my tail plug in (remember, I have a roomate! So that was risky), then humping a couch pillow on the floor cause I just couldn't help myself~ I wish I could go into more detail, but the memory of that night is a little fuzzy at this point for me to really tell it accurately. I usually write out those kinds of posts while I'm still riding (heh) the end of that high from whatever I was doing, as that's when my motivation to write all the juicy details is the highest! But that didn't happen, since I had gotten extremely tired after the long night.

Anyway, all that to say, I felt a little defeated as I had lost the motivation to do the rest of the edging tasks, and ended up cumming a few times since then. Nothing fun or fancy, but I wasn't sure how to return after that.

I ended up talking to someone who had dmed me to check in, and we decided an adequate punishment would be to restrain myself and let my airpulse toy run patterns to force me to cum and squirt and endure POT until my ice lock melted. Basically, to cum until I couldn't anymore!

I tried to do that a few times now, but I haven't exactly gotten all of the kinks worked out of my self-restraint setup, so I had all sorts of issues keeping the toy properly on me, keeping myself restrained, getting things setup in a timely manner before the lock melted... all those attempts just ended with frustrating orgasms and a bit of POT at the end of each one, but really not what I was going for, or was told to do. It's a learning experience I suppose.

But! I believe I've worked something out. Yesterday night I used tape to secure my airpulse toy to myself (taped over boxers that have the opening in the front), put my cuffs on, and was going to secure my hands under the leg of my bed... then I realized I forgot to refreeze my ice lock. Fml. I thought maybe I'd try it anyway without the lock and see if I had enough willpower to just, endure it, but spoiler... I did not, lol. Tonight though... I'm gonna go for my actual attempt.

So hopefully things will go as planned for once, and I'll be cumming multiple times and begging for it to end as I squirt and soak my underwear~

And I'll learn my lesson about cumming before I'm allowed. Edging is better anyway, right?