I am 25 by now and I'm slowly spending more and more time masturbating. Not only stroking, but also talking about it, rubbing my bulge and simply watch others doing it.

However, I think I'm unconsciously turning myself in what I kinda want to be : a solosexual. I love it. I spend on average 4 hours a day only stroking, plus all the porn is making me feel so fulfilled. I like the idea of porn addiction, I don't think I am one though- my life is in balance, I do the stuff I have to do and in the free time when I don't have anything planned I just close the door of my room and edge, watch porn and chat with other people alike.

Is anyone familiar with this? Anyone took the big step and "transitioned" into a fully solosexual life?