Yesterday I was touch denied and I couldn't touch my clit at all. I saw on my lovense app that there was an orgy (for those who don't know, every toy connected to the orgy would vibe at the same time whenever someone posted a certain hashtag on twiiter) but I couldn't participate. I was so so needy that this morning I woke up before my alarm went off and since I was technically allowed to touch again I took the chance to put my lush in and rub a bit. Now I'm getting ready for leave and go shopping with my friends and I'm kinda thinking about taking my lush with me. I wouldn't have it on all the time, but no one would notice if I played a bit on the loud car or in some changing rooms with blasting music, right? But maybe I'm being too greedy. I was touch denied because I stepped over the edge a couple of times and I need to learn control and patience... Maybe it's better to not get any pleasure until I get back home, cause I don't think I deserve it that much yet.