I think this is only the 2nd time all year I've made it to the 1 week mark, and I'm so happy I haven't had a orgasm in that time! I feel more like myself, but still surprisingly normal. I'm not like insanely horny, I still feel it, but it's more just a background horniness that I always feel. Denying myself from cumming is back to being second nature. My body just won't let me unless I really push myself to do it.

I wish I could stay in this state for the rest of my life! Like genuinely, why would I want to be anything but denied? Cumming makes me feel bad and makes my mood volatile.

Anyway, my edging session just now was a little messy lol. My body just decided to release a bunch of cum, but I didn't have an orgasm. It's kinda nice because cum is a much better lube than precum, it felt so good and slippery, it made my session so nice!

Some of y'all might remember seeing my post a week and a half ago about staying denied for the school semester. I had a few orgasms after that struggling to get myself denied, thankfully I managed to get myself into that at the last possible moment, since the extreme horniness I felt that week tapered off on Friday, so when I finally didn't cum that night, I was finally able to keep it going and now I'm here a week later still having not cum. The goal is to make it at least another 12 weeks, have a birthday present of 9 weeks denied, maybe close 2024 with only 150 orgasms on the year where I'm at now, we'll see. If this "normal" feeling keeps up and I can just keep going without cumming, then I'll be so happy!