I made it! 7 whole days of completely denying my poor, aching cunt any physical pleasure whatsoever. My tcock is swollen and hard rubbing against the seam of my jeans while writing this, and I can feel the familiar wet spot starting to grow as my pussy drools uselessly. This is the longest I've ever gone on no touch, and the results have me convinced I may need to let myself spiral into much more long term chastity.

By day 2 I figured out how to edge completely hands free just by teasing my nipples, a feat I have attempted in the past but was never successful with. I've had two pseudo-ruined orgasms just from watching my own cunt leak and drip. I call them pseudo-ruins because they aren't anywhere near as pleasurable as a ruin normally is. My cunt just spasms and gushes, but I genuinely feel nothing more than the desperate, deep, aching desperation to touch that I've been stuck with all week. I nearly edged just from the hot water running over my cock in the shower, and I can soak my thighs by pinching my nipples in less than a minute. My body has become more sensitive than I've ever been, and I really feel like I have become the perfect fuckin toy 💞💞💞

I've been so addicted to scrolling reddit and reading how denied other people are, or stories of people rubbing themselves stupid knowing i'm completely denied from that kind of pleasure. The encouragement and teasing from others in my messages has completely melted my brain and obliterated my resistance to total submission to my dumb drippy cunt 😵‍💫 I've been wanting to touch and edge sooooo goddamn badly that it's been so incredibly hard to resist, but someone said that I need to deny my cock pleasure for even longer than a week. That I need to "let [my] cock fuck [me] for a month for a change" and i cannot get that phrase out of my head!!! it's worked it's way so deep i think about it every time i want to touch 😖 it's got me so incredibly fucked up. Such a submissive toy that even my own tcock and boypussy are fucking me instead of me fucking them. They're completely Fucking my mind with how sensitive and achey they are. The more i submit to my denied, untouched cock the more it'll fuck me and fuck my head all on its own. i'm just a toy i can't fuck anything, i can only be fucked, i can't even fuck my own tdick or fuck my own pussy. i have to let them fuck me 🥵🥵🥵 guhhhhhhg it's got me so fucked up and dizzy and hard and horny just thinking about it.

I was planning on fucking myself so hard tonight, but i started a chaster lock a week ago and through community vote, i've ended up denied and stuck on no touch an additional 2 days, but even then I'm sooooooooo desperately tempted to go for another week. I'm so unbelievably desperate right now, i can't imagine how much of a mess i'd be after another week let alone another month 😵‍💫 But i'm kind of addicted to the idea of being a totally submissive slut to my own denied cock forever. Always being fucked by its aching and throbbing, always being too submissive to fuck it myself 🤤 It sounds like heaven

i dunno what do you all think? 💞 how much longer can this last 😖 i think it's obvious my cunt knows what's best for me with how unbelievably achey, wet, and throbby it gets when i think about staying denied for even longer, but maybe a strategic edge here or there would make it even better?

all in all, this was a very successful experiment at the least 🥰