I've felt this undercurrent of horniness ever since I started, which has made me want to toy with subs, but haven't really made horny enough to actually want something. Yet yesterday I suddenly felt the urge to suck on a girls nipple all of a sudden! So I of course wrote it to 2 goonettes, but the pictures didn't really satisfy my need. So instead I sucked my girlfriends tits, which helped take the edge off. She wanted to be fucked, but I didn't feel like it, so I guess I left her in a bit of a mess. 🤭🤣

I've been thinking about myself as a bit of a storyteller today. I've noticed that I'm good at creating narratives and spellbinding. I'm just very guarded due to personal history, so I let very few people get close to me, even though they display their interest. Anyway, that is neither here nor there. One girl suggested that I use so much time spellbinding others, that perhaps I need someone to swoop me away. I kind of feel, though, that I have grown too strong-minded and realistic to be swept off my feet.

Day 7 is coming up, and I know from experience that I will be a lot more horny on that day. Testosterone peaks after 7 days of abstinence, and I definitely feel that.

I've gotten to know plenty of people on this subreddit, and they are all very interesting people. I feel like I'm making friends (Or, as the case may be, very horny jerk buddies/girls 🤭🤣).