I really should not be on Reddit right now. This, and next week is usually about when I am most horny, and I have just been challenged to not let myself cum until we meet on Saturday...

I shall not go too much detail into our past, but there is this married man that I have sort of been seeing (?) not so much romantically, but sexually. We met on a dating app, and mostly text/sext, and when we do meet, it is strictly fingering/hand job and oral. I have not yet had sex with him, or anyone, really.

So yesterday, he dropped me a text, asking if I was available on Saturday and if I wanted to spend the day relaxing at a local beach side hotel/resort with him. Of course, I knew exactly what that meant and what he wanted, and... I agreed, conditionally. And I received one in return.

My condition: that there would not be any penetrative sex

His condition: that I am not to cum from then till we meet

I am about 30 hours into my challenge, and god... It's horrible... My mind is absolutely clouded with the horniest of thoughts, and see just how wet I am just makes me even hornier... I am trying my hardest not to touch myself, because I know just how bad my self-control is, but it is so hard...