This is the longest I've ever been on no touch, and I'm trying to make it to a full 7 days (although the chaster lock I'm using (in my bio) actually has me locked until Friday, so I'll probably hit 8 😖). So far it's been amazing💞 I edged really really hard last thursday and had a completely hands free ruin while squirming around and humping nothing but the air for maybe an hour after my "last touch." I learned how to edge from teasing my nipples on day 2, which is crazy 😵‍💫 I never thought that would be possible for me. On day 3 I edged by playing with my nipples again, and then got continuously triggered to the edge watching my cunt drool slick all over my sheets until I had the strangest sort of pseudo ruin. I clenched and spasmed like it was a ruin, but there was absolutely no pleasure or sensation from it at all. I just ached and leaked watching my tdick spasm and my cunt pulse while my brains dripped out of me and coated my thighs.

I did my T Shot this morning and today my cunt is absolutely aching, and my tdick throbbing at my desk while I work. It's so distracting that I can't get anything done. I've just been scrolling through porn and reading posts of people who are lucky enough to actually touch and edge themselves brainless while I ache in my denial. The urge to run off to the bathroom and toy with my tcock until I cum is unbearable, but I can only think of how much I'd like to be forced into a chastity belt just for saying that.

I love how good the denial feels, but I really wish I could get totally physically denied or totally brainfucked into never wanting to cum again. I can't explain how badly I want my boycunt filled. I have never been wetter in my entire life than in the last few days, and I can't stop fantasizing about how hot it would be to be fucked and used like a fleshlight while my little tdick is neglected or locked up, so hard it hurts but never allowed to touch it on my own again.

I wish my self discipline was better. I'm proud I've made it this far, and I'm determined to make it until my lock is officially up, but I could really use some encouragement or hardcore teasing to keep me on track. I wish I had a good dom and a good belt so I could be locked up and denied, so I don't have to worry about losing my focus or self control.