this might read just like all my other posts where i go on and on about being obsessed with men and cocks, but i can’t stop myself, i just HAVE to keep talking about it. i’m so fuckong boy crazy. through all my life i’ve always imagined the men around me in sexual situations, i’ve always thought about them naked, with a hand wrapped around their cock, milking themselves of an orgasm. my fantasies come in all shapes and sizes, i fantasize about any and all men and them doing different things. i used to imagine my friend lubing up his dick and stroking it slowly, teasing himself with just his fingers some times, then finally wrapping his whole hand around his tip and rutting his hips up to slowly penetrate his own hand pussy. i’d imagine him staring at his cock in awe, just getting amazed at how good his dick can make him feel. i used to imagine my friends boyfriend fucking her, but more than that, what does he do when he gets hard and she’s not around? maybe he has a secret fleshlight hidden somewhere and he pictures her as he fucks it. or maybe he pictures her best friend, or her sister.

i’ve had so many crushes on coworkers of mine it should be illegal. i worked with this shy and timid guy, he was very awkward but so good at his job. at this time we were both in the transport department and we had a few night shifts together, just the two of us. i’ve never been as horny as i was watching him drive. i’ve never been impressed by good drivers, but i remember watching his hands move and the look he had on his face when he focused. he was usually so awkward, but when he drove he looked so confident. even when he messed up while helping me once and he made this ’oh shit’ face and apologized to me, i was so horny i could have came right there. i just wanted to zip his pants open and suck his dick until he knew for sure how impressed i was with him.

i’m so fucking obsessed with men. i’ve noticed i don’t even look at bulges in public. i look at the back of a mans neck, or his hands, or his hips. i love men with great asses. i love men with big stomachs. i love broad shoulders. i love short men, i love tall men. i love big noses. i go fucking crazy for a guys throat, watching him eat or speak.

nothing makes me feel more gooned than driving myself crazy with how attracted i am to men. i haven’t even touched myself today and i’m so horny and so deep and so gooned that i can hardly think straight. i just need a man to fuck me, or at least let me watch him take care of his cock. i need a dick in my hand right now.

there’s also something to be said about the way men edge and goon…. i don’t think any gender goons better or deeper (well, i think i do, as a trans man - but that’s besides the point), but i just think the way men goon is so special. i love hearing about a mans love for his cock. i love how men are almost seperate from their cocks some times, like when they edge and they moan about how good their cock feels. it’s such a clear distinction from how good they feel. ”my cock is about to cum” vs ”i’m gonna cum”. men are in relationships with their dicks and they are all submissive to their cock pleasure. and i LOVE that