I am usually so obedient, I swear. I can rub my clit for hours on end and not cum unless someone gives me permission to. If I ever pushed a bit too far, I ruin my orgasm like a good boy cause I know I don't deserve it yet. I love feeling my body asking for more and not giving it to myself. I love to go out with a straight face even if all I really want to do is go back home and edge cause I'm so fucking horny.

But these last couple of days I haven't been able to stop myself. I came yesterday using my lush and this morning from rubbing while listening to some GWA I had saved. I'd been edging for almost a week and I thought I deserved it, I thought it would help me clear my mind a bit. But all I can still think about is my needy pussy aching for even more attention. Since I let it all go I'm exhausted and I feel like I need to take a break, but I miss feeling the pleasure between my legs, even if it's only been a couple of hours. I shouldn't have cum. I should've keep edging like a good boy. Now I can't stop feeling these contradictory sensations on my body and I don't know what to do.