I know they just had the best intentions, and it worked out fine with me 2 older sisters, so who could've known I'd end up any differently? I never really enjoyed doing school work, so when the rules in high school were that I couldn't go out to meet with my friends until I finished my homework, I simply didn't do my homework, I'd just sit at my desk and act all busy whenever someone came in my room but then got right back to playing with my favorite new toy. I wasn't allowed a smartphone until I was 17, but I did get a hand-me-down ipod touch from my older sister, so I went online with that, soon becoming familiar with the kinky online world. I'd start reading erotic stories, and start chatting with people I shouldn't have, learning about things my parents probably couldn't even imagine.

Since I barely even spoke to people irl except for during class, I never learned how to build proper human connections, flirt, or even just not to be awkward. Instead I learned how to be nasty, play with my holes for hours on end, talk to men twice my age, and all while pretending to be good innocent church going girl.

I'm 20 now, still a porn addict, still a virgin, still rubbing myself any chance I get...