I still haven't cum yet. My new toy is prepped and next to me, but I haven't used it. I've gotten so close the past couple days. I used to think not cumming was torture, but, actually, having to stop edging is. I don't want to stop touching my needy clit. It feels so good that I can't think, not even about cumming.

I've loved feeling my wetness while I'm walking around doing normal tasks. It reminds me that I still haven't had that mind-blowing orgasm. Reminds me that I can't, and puts me in my place even when I'm not horny.

I haven't been totally good though. I haven't used my makeup brush much at all because it feels so torturous when I'm craving friction. Do with that information what you will 🫣

I'm going to cum today, but I want to edge and tease for so long that my brain breaks. I think that'll take awhile because I'm 2 hrs in and I'm doing just fine. Someone should really change that....

Anyway, I write this with a wand on my clit, clothespins on my nipples, and my new toy next to my head. I'm proud of myself for making it! I went longer than I had planned to! I'm still far from my orgasm though, and far from using this new toy. I need to be needier and messier. I've denied for a few days, but I still need to earn it today! Thanks for reading 💖