This night was supposed to be the night. The night were I would wake up feeling the pleasure, still kinda sleepy and foggy, needing a couple of seconds to understand what it's going on but knowing that it feels so good.

The thing is I tried the alarm on my lush a couple of nights ago, but it didn't work. My toy disconnected a couple of times and the vibration only started once I woke up and reconnected it. I have a fun time that morning anyway, but was not what i was looking for really.

So I tried to come up with some other options. I made a bunch of long patterns with almost no vibration, only a tiny tiny bump every 10-15 mins so the app kept sending them to my toy and it didn't disconnect. That way, I could sleep during that first patterns till the good one arrived and wake me up in the morning. The system did work (that's a win I guess), but there was other problem... I was talking to some people here and playing with myself till very late in the night, and when I went to bed I was so horny that I wasn't able to fall asleep. I was so desperate to feel the vibrations that I kept waking up once and again, and by the time the good pattern was supposed to come, I was already awake again.

I want to feel that so bad. I want the vibes to start getting higher and higher, turning me on on my sleep, till they wake me up, the wetness of my needy pussy being the first thing I feel in the morning. I wanna squirm on my bed without knowing for sure if I'm awake or having a sweet wet dream.

But I didn't today. And due to my schedule I won't be able to try it again probably till monday and god I don't want to wait that long. But I'm a good boy and I know good things don't come that easily. I'll wait. Cause the longer I'll wait, the better it'll feel, right?