I'm 21, I'm in a different city from before, and I'm able to do so much more than I could before. I could get hookups, I could post myself around, I could be getting laid! I could finally have my first time.

But instead I sit inside my apartment and jerk off. I jerk off and rub my little clit over and over and edge, I rub naked in the living room when my roommates aren't there. Hookups are messy and unpredictable, and scary! But I know how to please my body and I know how to milk each drop of pleasure from it ❤️ So I just stay home and edge instead.

Maybe one of these days I'll get a hookup. Maybe. Maybe one more rub session first...