I want to keep edged at all times and not ever be allowed to make myself cum. If I want to cum, I have to get permission from a woman.

Young, old, chubby, thin, dominant, submissive; it doesn't matter. I am at the service of women. If I can't cum in front of any woman, it means I'm not edged enough.

Before I head out anywhere in public, I'll need to edge and good and get brain dead. I'll need to dress up like a good girl to edge; make up, skirt, panties and leggings. I'll need to write slutty messages in permanent marker all over my body.

I want to be so edged that everything is porn. On the beach seeing girls in bikinis, the cute barista who doesn't wear a bra, the girl on the bus with a crop top and shorts on, the neighbour with open curtains who's in her pajamas.

I want to go out clubbing on the weekends looking for someone to take home and disappoint them with how quick I explode. I want to be disappointed when no one will even give me attention at the clubs, so I need to resort to going to a brothel. I want to pay a dominatrix for an hour only to have her laugh when in the first 5 minutes I explode.

I want to go to the gym with either a thong on underneath my shorts or nothing at all. I want to moan when gym girls walk past in a sports bra and tight leggings. I want to listen to erotic audio at the gym while I lift.

I want to go to parties, raves and music festivals and take psychedelics. I want to be so high that I can't get hard or cum. I want to spend the entire night dancing, grinding, making out and touching girls but still not be able to get off.

I want to get cucked by women, with women. I want to be tied, caged and plugged, desperately clenching while I hear them cumming over and over again. If I'm lucky, they'll let me ride a dildo until I spurt in my cage.

I want to be taken to a orgy where I'm collared like a good pet. I'll be walked around the party on all fours while watching others have hot, sweaty sex. Eventually, I'll be ordered to help others out; eat pussy and ass, hold people's hair as they give sloppy blowjobs, make out with women and suck their nipples as they get fucked by real men, get pegged by women as they get fucked in the ass.

I just want to throw away my life commitments and become the ultimate man whore.