I had a nice ruin streak going.

For like 3 days straight, I would stroke my needy cock, edge it for hours until it starts to leak, put it away and get going on my day.

Later that evening, I'd do the same, stroke my needy cock until I ruin myself and go to bed.

I was getting so sensitive, every edge would be getting faster and faster.

At the end of day 3 or 4 (I lost count because I got really dumb) I couldn't take the frustration any more and finally came.

But not without forcing myself to ruin at least twice.

Since then, I haven't allowed myself to even touch my dick, it's been two days and now I'm watching porn (addicted to watching girls edge their pussies) again and got the goon stick back out.

I was made only for my goon stick- for female pleasure only.

That's all I'm good for.