I cum today after 14 full days without an orgasm but with daily edging. As I said in my previous posts I didn't wanted a satisfying orgasm nor did I think I deserved it, I just wanted to cum to make myself even more needy and greedy for a real orgasm. Besides, I was already too sensitive to fuck my pussy properly because otherwise I would accidentally cum. So I decided to cum on purpose and make it as unsatisfying and humiliating as possible. So after some thinking and writing with other redditors I decided to cum with my lovense lush while taking a walk. I started my day like any other with an extensive edge session, then I pushed my Lovense Lush vibrator into my pussy and plugged my asshole with a vibrating plug. I turned the vibrating plug on straight away because it doesn't have a remote control, so I wasn't able to turn it off again afterwards. I put a pair of leggings over my stuffed holes and a pair of jeans that were way too tight over them. I did this simply to make sure nothing leaked and to prevent myself from being stimulated from outside. As a top I wore a short, tight shirt and my favorite bra because both of them give me a good slutty feeling which i love. Then I started walking, already moaning slightly from the anal plug in my ass. At first it was very difficult for me to walk because of the vibrations in my ass, but I got used to it. By the way, I was walking towards a forest where there are hardly any people around. When I arrived in the forest, I made sure that no one would see me and turned on the vibrator for the first time and had to kneel down straight away, so I quickly turned it off again, although the vibrations in my ass were no less, I was able to walk better with it. So I knew I wouldn't be able to cum standing up so I found a good tree and leaned my back against it. I turned the vibrator on and just let myself go, I felt the orgasm building, how the warm feeling between my legs spread to my whole body, my eyes rolled into my head, my legs were shaking, I passed the point of no return, I couldn't hold it any longer and then... nothing.. I just turned the vibrator off. I did cum but ruined it completly and felt literally nothing. I got down on my knees and humped the forest floor twice in pure desperation for an orgasm until I realized where I was and that I couldn't just hump on the ground here. So I got up and walked home while I continued to be teased by the vibrations in my asshole. When I got home I took off my almost soaked jeans and edged straight through my completely wet leggings for 2 hours in pure desperation. So it wasn't worth it at all but it did exactly what I wanted for me. It made me even more needy and desperate. Now I'm giving myself to my pussy again all day long.