I (M28) couldn't sleep last night. I've been edging and teasing my brain into mush all day for the past two days. My back hurt, my balls were heavy and ached. I got so desperate that I even tried to shove the head of my flaccid cock into my own asshole. It kinda fit, I'm not big enough for it to work 😭.

I then ran to the bathroom to get my toy. It's kind of like anal beads on a stick but they are all the same size. I rubbed my prostate over and over. I could feel it building again and again. But I would get tired and have to take a break.

I decided that I would stimulate my cock with my hand just a bit, just to edge naturally and train my brain to enjoy having prostate stimulation to cum. I did this over and over and over again. Getting hard, fucking my prostate and going limp, again and again 🥵🥵🥵.

Eventually I got to the point where touching my cock made me shiver and I was hard and pulsating. I quickly massaged my prostate and... I squirted, my cum dripped out! 🤤🥲

It was so amazing I wasn't even satisfied, it was like a beautiful ruined orgasm. I finished up and cleaned up. I fell asleep easily. I'm so excited to keep training my dumb porn brain to love anal over and over again 😁😁😁