I really started focusing on edging about 2 months ago out of pure accident. I live in a full house and so I’m always having to cut my rubbing short and things like that. Weekends are the perfect time for me as I can close my door and be naked (I sleep naked anyways) and just edge for hours. I realized that the denial is what drives me crazy. Countless nights of denied orgasms do something to me that I never felt before.

Each day I wake up I’m soaked. My sheets are cold with my leaking pussy rubbing against it and I can’t contain myself. I have to start my day off with a quick rub and denial. Work is the same. My bathroom breaks and lunch breaks are soooo sacred. It’s really gotten to the point where edging is all I think of. Porn.. is all I think of. Yes, I break my streaks and tbh it’s not my goal to go 10 days or something. It’s a moment by moment thing. The cum afterwards is so fucking good and I feel so fucking filthy I crave it all again.

The whole idea of this account has been to document my journey slowly but surely about my progress and I have enjoyed it waaaay more than I thought I would. Something about knowing no one in my life knows how filthy and gooned out I actually am. To know I have to be careful opening Reddit around them or at work because it’s filled with porn and feet and tons of naughty filthy fantasies I read on here. I get turned on by it. I crave it and I will continue to do so.