The longer it goes on, the worse the porn gets. I see disgusting, extreme things that normal ppl would turn off, and I have to turn the volume up, work a fat plug into my ass, and drip to the perversion. My body loves every moment. I'm like a pussy and ass with extra pieces that only serve to pleasure them, find more and worse porn, find toys, and figure out how to be the women in those videos. My idea of a good life has gone from the white picket fence to edging and staying desperate until I can act out what I see, then cumming until I can't go on as I fulfill my need to be the nastiest whore. I think my brain is completely broken.