Well the thing is that I have a nice girlfriend and we have sex every time we see each other (probably once a week). Normally I am a person who follows his instincts and if he wants to masturbate and cum like a pig he does it. Lately I have been meditating on this and due to my dominant facets I think I would be a hypocrite if I am not able to control myself, so since Thursday I have been on this.

I have wanted to do it the hard way, I am constantly consuming porn, caressing my balls (which feel quite heavy), at work my cock is hard and of course I caress it anyway. Yesterday I gave it my all, I went to bed and immersed myself in reddit, I took out my cock and lubricant and began to massage it, I started with the head, it was so intense that with a couple of caresses I felt my balls tremble, there I stopped and continued, then I continued caressing all my cock, I enjoyed its veins and hardness, out of nowhere I masturbated roughly until I almost reached orgasm and stopped, God I ended up shaking with stomach pain but I didn't cum. Today I feel like a damn beast, it's no longer about just cumming, I feel like I need to get someone pregnant, my girlfriend is out of town so I'm going to stay in this mode until she gets back, my goal is not to lose my streak.