Last night I made my first journal post on here and I loved everyone’s responses. They got me so needy and horny I loved reading everything and people encouraging me to keep edging. I don’t think I can stay away now and I’m slowly becoming addicted to the feeling my clit keeps throbbing into my body and brain 😩

I edged for almost 3 hours last night, really surprising myself that I made it that long without cumming and then like always, I gave in. 😩 I tried so hard. My orgasm felt so good and so strong, I couldn’t stop my legs from shaking and my mind going completely blank as I gave in. When it was over, my pussy and clit weren’t done and just kept throbbing, wanting more attention and demanding more from me. I was laying in bed, and immediately needed to keep going. Even as I’m writing this in the bath tub, I am trying so hard to resist rubbing my greedy little clit as it thumps away between my legs. thump thump thump and my heart races as I think of the pleasure I could feel if I just reach my hand down there and gently rub.. my clit slick with how wet my pussy is. I’ve been constantly throbbing and wet since last night; it was so hard to fall asleep with my clit throbbing incessantly but I was also so tired.. I woke up needy and wet and wishing I had a hard cock filling my pussy and the cycle started all over again.. I don’t think I’m going to be able to stop. I love the feeling my clit gives me when I keep myself on the edge.. how it tingles and just pulses pleasure into my body.. I’m going to try and be a good girl today and edge later tonight when I can and not cum. It’s going to be so hard to do but I think I can manage.. maybe I need some encouragement 🥺

I didn’t think that trying edging and denying myself would affect me like this. I figured the smut people write here was embellished or even made up just for entertainment but it’s so true.. all I can think of is my clit and rubbing that feeling and letting myself sink into my bed. Last night when I was edging I started to feel strange the longer I did it. I’ve never really experienced this.. I was laying there, rubbing and reading through posts on this sub and comments and then watching porn, and the more I edged the more this strange, light feeling came over me. I felt like I was totally zoned in on the words I was reading and cocks I was watching drain themselves into needy pussies.. my breathing slowed and I felt so relaxed, so needy and receptive to whatever my body wanted.. I’ve never experienced that sort of feeling while masturbating and I need so badly to feel it again. It was amazing.

I’m forcing myself to not touch myself for the day, until tonight when I’m in bed again. I want so badly to feel that feeling in my pussy of just before I cum.. how good it feels but I am also enjoying how much my pussy and clit are just throbbing away constantly between my legs. I can’t describe how it makes me feel.. I almost have a heavy, full feeling in my tummy that also gives me butterflies the wetter I become and the more my pussy throbs away, my clit occasionally pulsing with need 😩

Thank you for reading again.

Edit: I forgot I have to go to church today (for a friend, I am not really religious) and I don’t know how I’m going to fit in there with all these thoughts of my clit going through my mind the whole time 😩 I might get sent to hell hehe