I took a few weeks off Reddit and porn. I deleted every account, wiped all photos and videos. I stopped sniffing poppers and didn’t even masterbate. More of a tolerance break than going clean to be honest.

Now I’m easing my way in. Created a new Reddit, joined some more tame subs. I have a new curiosity about erotic massages. When I think about it, I have a lovely human laying fully nude in front of me. I pour relaxing oil on my hands and begin to rub their chest. Softly, slowly, deliberately. Flat palms against their skin, inching down their abdomen. I imagine them melting beneath my fingertips, fully letting themselves relax and experience this deep pleasure.

I see myself spreading their legs apart comfortably and massaging the inner thighs, getting close to sensitive areas but taking my time. Once they’re so close to the edge I can feel them trembling beneath me, I’ll push them into a glorious orgasm.

But I wouldn’t stop there. Now they get to flip over and provided with a gentle back massage and finished off with a light scalp massage.

There’s just something so erotic about touching all of someone’s body and witnessing them experience so much pleasure.