10.30pm here, and it's been another long day of continuous edging for this limp 36yo loser. 🥵

Right now I'm getting off to the idea of "post-nut clarity". I can just about remember how it felt: a big, forceful orgasm releasing chemicals that sweep through my brain, clearing away all the horny mindless fog, making me sharp and focused for the day ahead. (I guess this is the point so many of you delete your accounts and go out and do something impressive ... or at least vaguely useful.)

Except... I can't remember the last time I had that experience. For months and months it's been only constant edging, and the very occasional dribbly ruin, which I hardly notice. I just carry right on through them, staying completely in that dreamy aroused state I love so much. (Luckily it doesn't interfere with my typing, so I can still talk to you and do my easy job!)

Maybe it's gone for good, and I'll be this way forever? Would be wonderful if so – I love daydreaming all day with nice flat brainwaves. 🤤 Encouraging comments very welcome.