I thought getting laid would even me out... I feel like I was already losing entire evenings to fucking myself and relapsing into my porn addiction...

But recently I lost my mind and started sleeping with an old friend of mine, who I had heard plenty of rumors about concerning the bedroom. After our first night together I had to call out of work, I couldn't think straight, he just kept making me cum over and over again. And I just let it happen. There wasn't one damn thought in my stupid brain that was going to help me not be this man's cum-filled fleshlight.

But now here I am... grinding against everything I own watching porn and fantasizing about all the unspeakable things I want done to me. I edge myself to the point of being feral, everything aches and my fingers get covered in a warm film now. I need help, I need to get as wet as possible so it feels like a load is already leaking out of me when I start to finally let myself playing. This can't be normal right? There has to be something wrong with me!

Would love to chat and share stories with other bi girlies out there, or those who are curious! Literate and friendly folks to the front, especially if you start your message with your favorite kink you're embarrassed about recently!