I've never made it this long before and I doubt I can hold out much longer. I'm obsessing over the thought of sex and can't get any work done. When I work from home, I stroke my cock all day... when I go to the office, the view I have of my admin's ass in her chair drives me crazy. Oh, any nobody mentions the constant aching blue balls... I have to cup my balls with one hand when I stroke or the bouncing is too much.

My thoughts have become very sexually aggressive, and I find myself leering at women in public. My body doesn't care if these women are remotely attractive or not, as long as they're in decent shape I'm glued on with my full attention.

I think I'm going to have to do something about this soon, or else I'll end up making an irrational, risky decision. I'm at the end of what my willpower will allow.