i have a normal job that i’m good at, a clean house, a good social life, a happy relationship, a healthy diet, lots of hobbies, and a healthy sex life. but whenever i’m alone, i just get the urge to touch myself… i think about masturbating multiple times a day when i can’t, i get hard at the slightest trigger, and am usually wet when i get home at the end of the day. i can go without masturbating or watching porn, but thinking about it just makes me feel so dirty and so horny. i love feeling that good and knowing that just one innocuous word slipped into a conversation can leave me aching to edge when i get home.

edge.

leak.

pump.

bounce.

hard.

wet.

full.

slick.

stroke.

deny.

deeper.

how many people like me—like us—are out there? completely normal people, leading balanced, healthy, and happy lives, but having secret, slutty thoughts 24/7? how many of us are sneaking a couple of strokes in when we go to the bathroom at work? how many of us take breaks from working or studying by allowing ourselves to scroll on reddit and go as hard as possible for 15 minutes, before going back to whatever task we were doing like nothing happened? how many of us use our days off to get things done around the house early in the morning, spend some time with friends in the afternoon, and then spend the rest of the evening and night getting higher and hornier?