Ughhhh like it feels so good, but as soon as it's over, I miss the desperation.

I normally try to get off a few times if I'm giving in anyway. (The first one is usually too sensitive to be enjoyable, especially after weeks/months of denial and edging). But even the second one... the fact that I'm not on a hair trigger? The fact that I have to focus to cum rather than fighting not to?? UGH. Lame lol.

What do you mean I'm not vibrating with palpable need all the time?? What do you mean I'm not aggressively flirtatious even when it might not be the next idea, because my brain is too full of feral desire to leave any room for reason?? What do you mean I can think about stuff OTHER than some guy(s) using my body like a toy to cum inside?

Rude tbh lol. Can't wait to build back up 🩷🩷🩷🥰