I'm so humiliated and turned on right now.

Yesterday I put on my cock ring and visited the local sex shoppe. I bought another cock ring, and two strokers.

Edged all day watching gooner porn.

I ended up on my knees, with a plug in, cock and balls delightfully tied up, humping the new stroker toy. I was watching a hot cuckold Joi/CEI video... And I just couldn't help it. I felt soooo humiliated in that position with my ass filled. And the video made me want to humiliate myself by eating my own cum. I just couldn't hold back any longer.

As a man my age (50), with a prominent respectable job (professor), it's just so embarrassing and humiliating that I get off that way and want people to tease me for it.

Now I'm turned on again just writing this down and confessing it ... Guess what I'll be doing all day...