I feel so fucking needy, went to the beach last week and was surrounded by so many triggers and I didn’t have a single opportunity to edge. It was agony. Occasionally I’d rub a bit when I showered but that didn’t satisfy nearly enough compared to my usual sessions. Fuck I’d see the sexiest bikini bodies with cute little peeks at their tanlines and all I wanted to do was stroke my cock right then and there on the beach. I’d have to look away sometimes because I didn’t want to be caught staring because I’d get so worked up. But I’ve been so good and patient and today I finally get to spend the day making my cock leak all over myself. I can’t stop, I just now hopped in the shower so I can make my cock all slippery to stroke faster. I hope I don’t ruin myself.